I entirely agree with what rahirah said to you. Lj is beyond anything else a place where you talk freely of what takes your fancy. People will read or not , will comment or not , but in the end that's not really the point.

Yes it's what LJ is for many people, but posting my thoughts wasn't what *I* aimed at, unless my thoughts would provoke other thoughts and discusisons. Actually I was more interesting in what others thought than in what I had to say, that was the point for me.

I guess LJ has never been for me. Of course this entry is a mere paradox because posting my thoughts was exactly what I've done here today...Told you I lost my way!

Je ne suis pas d'excellente humeur, syndrome pre-menstruel aidant, et comme j'ai une fâcheuse tendance au "tout ou rien" je me suis dit "à quoi bon continuer?". Ceci dit LJ m'a toujours frustrée, je préfère de loin les forums. J'ai cru, à tord, pouvoir faire de ce journal un forum.