Hon, I think you've hit what most of us have gone through at one time or another here. Why are we here? I came here originally to meet other people in the fandom -- to know that there were truly nice people left. I found that. But some days it wasn't enough, ya know? Then I finally decided that I'm here for me...to document my life. If people stay, that's great. If they don't, that's fine too. I just wish I had more time to devote to commenting and posting, but right now my time is very limited. Just know that I still love you and I still read your journal...even if I don't always comment. ::hugs::