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He is gone too
Exactly 8 weeks after Bastet, Loukoum passed away.
This time it happened peacefully, at the vet's, in my arms. I couldn't let him go on like that, with his face all distorted (he didn't look like himself anymore, the vet said that she didn't recognize him) and the difficult breathing. I didn't sleep last night because I was worried, and the vet told me that he would have suffocated one night soon or later indeed, so I couldn't let that happen. But it was tough because he was moving and miaowing still a lot. Talkative to the end, my poor baby.
I'm waiting for my sister so we'll bury him next to Bastet.
My place is just too empty and too quiet. I spent so many weeks worrying myself sick. I can mourn them both now.
This time it happened peacefully, at the vet's, in my arms. I couldn't let him go on like that, with his face all distorted (he didn't look like himself anymore, the vet said that she didn't recognize him) and the difficult breathing. I didn't sleep last night because I was worried, and the vet told me that he would have suffocated one night soon or later indeed, so I couldn't let that happen. But it was tough because he was moving and miaowing still a lot. Talkative to the end, my poor baby.
I'm waiting for my sister so we'll bury him next to Bastet.
My place is just too empty and too quiet. I spent so many weeks worrying myself sick. I can mourn them both now.